The Good Girl 2-26-10
When asked if I’ve done any good
In the world today, I have to pause and think.
What have I done to make a day bright,
For someone less fortunate than I?
I smiled real big and issued a hug
I opened a gym locker
Explained jazz theory to a confused friend,
and listened when they needed to vent.
I’ve never faked sick
To stay home from church or school,
Maybe I over-exaggerated,
But guilt made me go anyway.
I never drew on a sleeping friend
Or egged a jerk’s house.
Toilet-papered once—with adult supervision,
But in my unskillment ended up leaving the roll on the lawn.
I never broke a heart
Without apologizing sooner or later,
Even if it didn’t help ease the pain.
I never sluffed a class in my life,
And don’t plan to soon.
I never laugh at a down syndrome child
When everyone else treats them like a loon.
I never hijacked a car or held strangers hostage
in a Wal-Mart.
I never flirt with old, male Chemistry teachers
Just so he will raise my grade.
I never listened to a secret then
Turned around and told the world,
Because I value the trust
Placed on me by others.
It would hurt too much to lose.
I never mocked someone's art or writing
unless they made fun of it themselves.
Even then, I find the good points
So their self-esteem isn't destroyed.
I've never stolen someone else's phone or ipod.
I hate that feeling,
why should I make someone else have to go through
the stress, fear, anxiety, and sadness of having something stolen?
There are a lot of things that I have done,
both good and bad, mostly bad, I suppose.
But every rose has its thorns
Every actions has its cons and pros.
yes... I was a "good girl" too. and yet, there are always those "mistakes" we make. the secrets we keep, or the shame we hide. In comparison to my sisters, my record was pretty unspotted. One of them used to call me "goody-two-shoes". And you know what? I didn't care. Because I *LIKED* being good. It felt right. and I wanted to not just have a "good" life, but the "best". So, I shoot for the moon (sometimes dream a little too big), and I figure if I fall among the stars, I'm still good. :)
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